As of recently I've been trapped in an overwhelming conflict within myself. I have come to a point in my life where I'm asking myself "What now? What do I want to do? What's my next goal and how do I achieve it?" I'm the kind of person when I see something I want, I go get it. But now, for the first time ever I'm stumped. It's frustrating and I keep getting angry with myself, my surroundings, my thoughts, my actions, everything.
After lots of thinking and digging deep I have come to the conclusion that I need to go back to my roots. I'm going to start from the beginning, start small and go from there.